Nearly every marathon I have run had clear expectations attached to it. Run for a PR, run to lead a pace group, or run it just for fun because I am not in shape to push it. Today’s Nipmuck Trail marathon fell mostly into the last category. Or at least it should have. Clearly my training lately has not been up my past discipline. The long recurring groin injury sidelined me to the point were I have just reached 700 miles for this year. So the idea behind signing up for Nipmuck was to just tough it out and run it as a practice run for the Shenipsit through run in November.
However when I arrived at the race, pinned on the bib, donned my fancy skull gators, I felt obligated the race the course. Unfortunately my race effort could be likened to that of an old man at the bar, removed from reality, locked in the past. There I was with very little training looking to pick a fight with the race course. Yeah, great idea…
The race consisted of two out and back loops. I started the first 12.4 mile loop as if I was the well trained, gutsy, trail hardened veteran of 2 years ago. All went well as we ran the mildly technical single track at around a 9:15 pace. I realized at about 10 miles that this pace on a trail was perhaps too fast. At this point someone said I was in 45th place. At around 12 miles the first mild cramp hit my calves. Really! A cramp at 12 miles! How unusual and cruel. I started popping enduralyte tablets to try to head this off. However in a few miles my simple calf cramps would seem minor.
I ran back through the starting area and took a big stomp in a mud puddle just for fun. I then headed off to the second loop, which was reportedly more hilly and technical. I decided to play it conservatively and walk the hills. However I soon found that I was feeling winded, and the cramps had now moved to include my quads, feet and calves. My pace at this point really tanked. A few runners passed me. I found this to be very depressing, however things slowly went from bad to worse. I started to bonk a bit, and was just basically miserable. And so it went, on and on and on and on. Bonking cramping, getting passed…
So where is the redemption? At the start, I thought I was a bad ass. At mile 19 I was reduced to road kill, the kind that just sits flattened in the middle of the road, getting pummeled by car after car. I did have a few funny light moments, like when someone told me I was looking good. I laughed for about a half mile.
And then it happened. Redemption. During the entire second half I was thinking that there just must be someone ahead of me that went out faster or was even more ill prepared than I was. Yet I don’t think I passed more than one person. At around mile 24 I started to power through the cramps, and used a lot of positive self talk. Ok so it was not so positive “come on you big @#$% baby, get moving”. Finally I saw a runner ahead of me that had passed me a couple of miles back, and I began to reel him in. For the first time in about 15 miles I would be the one calling for a pass on the single track. I started running up hills and pushing on the down hills. And finally made the pass. A small bright spot, and then I passed another runner.
At that point I could hear the low key finish line in the distance, and just ran till I finished. The next trick was to try to not fall into a giant ball of cramping agony. I quickly grabbed a cup of chili.
Finish time was a pedestrian 5:22 which was good for 58th place. If I look at this as a training run, it was a smashing success. I think it also served to remind me how important training is. I was simply not prepared to race today. Lesson learned no regrets. I could easily handle the physical suffering, but my ego sure had a hard time.
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